2003-09-22

Life outside

I haven't died. I suppose the best way to put it is that life threw me a curve ball. Maybe it was more like a wake-up call. Whatever. I feel like I've been shaken out of a deep sleep. I feel like I'm awake again.

I'm not sure what this means for my life. It's a bit of a shake up that will require a move, probably to a new city. Maybe just prolonged travel. I'm not sure. I've been settled in Memphis for 10+ years and I've not been happy here in quite a while. Well, that's not entirely true. My life here is full of confused contradiction. It's a mixed bag.

I'll have to figure out where I'm going and how. When? Will it be a permanent departure or just travel? Hmmmm.....